Depressing

Thinking about Twilight just makes me so sad. There are so many things that I wish were real, but of course they aren't. It's pretty depressing. And my little sisters don't help! One of my sisters has a poster of gorgeous Robert Pattinson plastered to her DOOR! Now every time I walk by, I almost cry! I swear his eyes like FOLLOW YOU EVERYWHERE! And my other sister reads the books over and over and she wants to hang up TWO posters in OUR room! I hate this! Ugh! Why can't it be real? Oh well. It is a fictional story. I think all of us have our own deep wants. But real life can be just as wonderful. It takes a whole lot of trying super hard work, though.

The Twilight Movie

The Twilight movie was awesome! I saw it twice and it just keeps getting better and better. I think all of the actors are amazing and nicely chosen for their roles. The movie stayed very close to the book and the environment was perfect, even though they filmed it in Oregon. It was fun and I really admire Kristen Stewart and Ashley Greene. The cars and clothes were pretty awesome too. :D I really hope that I might get the chance to go to the LA premiere of New Moon. But it will most likely not happen. Still, I am going to work very hard towards that goal and make the most of it! I gotta stay positive!

Awesomeness!

Right now I am working on my own website, iTwilightfan. It's hopefully going to be awesome! I'm probably going to do webcasts with friends and do games and everything else that has to do with Twilight obsession! It's going to be TIGHT! I'll post a bunch of "commercials" (videos that have almost no point to them) on Youtube and make it awesome! I also have some connections with peeps that make T-shirts and stickers so IT'S ALL GOOD! I really hope it turns out. And towards the middle of next year I'll start on an entire segment based on New Moon. Because when you think of Twilight, you think of the sequel!
!Caution! It may contain some spoilers! :D
What sucks is that I have to pay for it, which isn't bad but my mum has to use her card so I have to give her the money and I have to "Be patient" until she has the time (is bored enough to do something she doesn't want to) to do it. And I have to figure out the HTML and how to download the webshow. So I guess I'll ask my pops if he knows anyone that does websites. My dad knows all kinds of people! He even knows this Hollywood makeup artist (which I will be when I'm 21-22 years old) and an Archeologist on some awesome island out on the sea! So me gots faith (and connections) in him! Haha! Lol. :D This is going to be a lot of work... but if I get to go to the LA premiere of New Moon, it's most likely worth it! I mean it probably won't be as good as Twilight Guy but hey, I'm a teenager with no nerdy computer experience, what do ya expect? It will be awesome! And you know it! Don't deny the awesomeness! DENY NOT!!! Dude(ett)s, I have a ton of connections with people. Ya I'm no movie star but I know two and I know lots of people in everything! Lots of connections! Don't get on my bad side, I can get connections to black mail peeps that I don't like very much... MUWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
And B, since you're probably the only one reading this, I'll give you dibs on one of the webcasts of your choice and possibly a T-shirt, sticker or pin! Haha! Yes, you will be my friend forever! You know it! Cuz I'm the one wit da awesome connections! Not really, you're just my friend cuz you're really nice and awesome like that! And you're my Vampire Buddy!!!

T-shirts may be coming soon!